Wednesday, November 20, 2002
i decipher jing's entry on the nan guo de kuai le... haha
sorrie i duno how to write chinese words here..
btw... i just wana say how can we b happy?
i mean its really vv difficult...
with all the complex human relationships around..
dat hinders me alot.. i dun get happy...
my mood can easily b spoilt by just a minor thing..
so tell me wat to do? i do not know.
n... we often live with a facade... u dun really b the person u truly r
or able.. there isnt a definite truly u oso..
so y bother searching for it? mayb u shall nvr find it in ur
entire lifetime.. u shall nvr b happy.
u cant b urself. u hav 2 live in the shadows of others..
look at the entertainment industry.
isnt many of us wana b like the superstars?
mayb i do hold tis kinda dream last time..
bud not now anymore. no longer.
shucks. somehow lost tis impulsive momentum to tok
philosophically. anyway.. i duno wat.
i juz feel theres nothing much we can do.
lotsa things affect us. esp. the society.. the environment we r in.
do u tink u can escape all tis?
no way.
its definite dat u shall b faced with the world everyday...
being the slaves of the trend..
being just a being leading ur monotonous life everyday..
being a nobody..
being it.
woah dats sounds -ve
bud i tink in life -->
u juz gotta follow the way wat others do..
otherwise u will just b seen as a freak who has gotten out of the
usual, conventional n socially-accepted path.
Posted by yU.Zhong at 7:33 AM