Monday, November 04, 2002
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i dread the life im leading now...
i do not know how to start..
n where to end..
bud i shall just do it.
deres alot for me to say..
i can't stop.
i get annoyed..
pple dun reply sms.
dey dun reply ur msg in irc.. even well..
u noe dey r online.
dey just say hateful stuffs.
ignore u over nth..
say lotsa stuffs.
bud nothing is done.
keeps postpone the dates..
or even meet onli occassionally.
y shud dere b so many pple to
treat me in such ways?
y shud i bear with it?
y cant i juz ignore them like
wat dey did to me?
y cant i...
its miserable to tink of all these
dreadful happenings.
true.. dere r joyful events.
bud its easier to rem saddness compared
to happiness.
im just a person..
i cant let go of watever saddness i suffered.
bud wat pple hurt me..
i shall not do it on others.
let miserable run in me..
n it shall fade in no time..
someone to confide in might b gud
or... lets pray for tmr...
a day with happy happenings without
pain, sorrow or unhappiness.
i hate to b unhappy.
it affects me alot..
i tend to tink back..
y shud they treat me lidat?
bud its rather pointless..
the hurt tat it has caused
cannot b erased.
it will only fade with time..
mayb if im lucky..
i shall befriend gud frens tmr.
truly i hope for tat..
im changing. growing up.
issit for the better or worse?
i hav no idea.
sometimes i dread tis change..
bud at times..
i like tis change.
it somehow form a better me.
will tis change b short-lived?
i dunno. hope not.
never i wish to revert to old self.
change is gud. u tink more n
u r constantly maturing..
i sound rather melancholy~
i dunno y...
mayb its my miserable life
i shall spice it up tmr..
Posted by yU.Zhong at 7:40 AM