Wednesday, November 13, 2002

What Is Your True Aura Colour? brought to you by Quizilla
kinda obsessed with tis kinda quizze to find out more urself..
i duno y.. anyway wats the big deal.. its gud to find out more abt urself.
i start to hav alot of thoughts..
i will like to just pen it down.
somehow.. i miss the ny days
though first 3 mths.. i din wan to go ny..
bud had limited choice.. n i went.
now i miss it alot...
every morning...
walking into the sch... from the gate to the parade sq.
its a long walk... a tough one as well.
the stairs r wide n u get to train ur legs everyday.
its true...
i miss the place.
i miss the canteen tats open to crows daily.
i miss the way the principal talks every morning..
i miss the sch song.. theres fountain.. theres palm tree..
i miss my ogls n councillors.
i miss my tchers as well.. esp. mrs ch'ng.. who has went overseas.
most importantly of all...
i miss my frens.
really wonder... when can the 4 of us meet again..
me.. eugene.. shian n siwei..
i guess siwei will b reading tis.. haha
really hope to get 2gether n talk...
tok abt how tis one yr has been for us.
tok abt any interesting events..
tok abt anything tat u feel unjust or depressed even..
sec sch we were close... hmm 4 yrs friendship..
now dat i dun see them so often..
r the 3 of them still "living" close n harmoniously?
r our friendship gonna last? i duno..
tink its gonna b mutual.
everyone has to show initiative... if they intend to
carry on tis relationship...
mayb tmr we shall get 2gether n really hav a good look
at each other after deprived for nearly 1 yr.. hehe
sounds abit exaggerated.. bud many exaggerations in life
does hav some truth to it.
woohoo.. tink i still gonna revolve abt tis friendship tok..
i find im not a gud talker...
as in if a group of strangers gonna meet for the first time..
i tink i require more time den the others to really mix ard.
i duno y.. mayb its my personality..
isit dat can b changed? i lurve to change it..
i like making frens... such dat compared to other pple..
i dun really mix well. deres tis time hurdle for me to overcome..
i need time to really get to know tis person..
den he/she shall bcum a really gud fren of mine..
alright... i guess everyone has their own reservations in deciding
watever they haf to.. or to do watever they had to.
y m i saying tis out of the blue? i hav no idea..
just a thought.. dat y we cant choose to do things the way
we wan it to b? lets say we can only do it tis way.. n no other way
den wats tis tok abt freedom? doesnt it sound ridiculous..
wat for to restrict...
deres no pt in stopping whoever hu wans to do wat to make himself happy..
isnt it? mayb deres sum exceptions... i duno.
i hav no answers to many questions...
i get easily bothered.. for anything dat i do not noe..
bud when im too tired.. i will just forgo it..
lets wait for the next time dat i rem wat i do not noe.
somehow.. my vision is blurred when it comes to
wats my aim everyday.. wat u hope to achieve at the end of the day.
everyone really needs to do some evaluation on tis.
Posted by yU.Zhong at 5:04 AM