Thursday, December 26, 2002
hmm just back from my ex-class gathering. so scare i might miss my bus.. fortunate for me. managed to catch da last bus. otherwise i wld hafta walk for 20mins to get home. =) glad dat everyone's fine n getting on with their own lives... bud i just feel too tired today. dunno for wat reason. might b the rain.. dat makes my mood somehow down... bleah. anyway siwei.. i really like the gift u gave me!! hahaha seriously lah... nt kidding... thanks for the gift... i just feel fortunate to hav pple to actually rem me n giving me sth... thanks pals... to whoever dat has did sth gud or cheer me up.. =)
many sides of me. heyz seriously.. sometimes i juz feel odd.. one side of me makes me wana play n really neglect all the proper stuffs... to really b a vv different person wat im now... to b someone dat i wld like to b... bud i just feel the other side of me holding me back.. the importance of studies. ur future. ur parents' expectations. ur pride. self-esteem. to lead ur dreams. haix. dats getting exasperating.. can i really balance both sides? nahx... i sux at management... all da best i can b at is slp n play.. hahaha oops nt forgetting eating.. dun b alarmed... one day i might even b seen with ear studs n all the atrocious dressing which i call it now to b found on me.. cos i simply hav no idea how i gonna behave next time.. n i dun really care. nobody's in control of the future oso.. therefore why bother? just let things b wat they r...
punctuality. hahaha sorry to anyone whom i always make them wait... bud seriously.. i always look at the time!! just dat my estimation of time is really bad.. dats y i can b so late at times... or i might b doing sum other stuffs dat held me up lah... hahaha sorrie.. hope im nt late for tml ogl workshop.. budden i got feeling i will b late... 745 leh... dats so early lor... haix try my bez lah... -no guarantee- =P
me, myself n I. haix i shud really apologise to my bro. cos im forever using his stuffs.. i guess if u pple got such a bro like me.. ya sure b pissed lah.. hahaha today i just wore his slippers to go out oso.. okay lah. -confession time- i used his pouch. jacket. slippers. shoes. goggles. chain. bag. hahaha i shant go on naming... its all the accessories anyway.. they just look too cool lah... i mean cant i borrow for a while or watz.. things can b shared watz... haix mayb i shud stop tis bad habit of mine.. bud im just too lazee to go n search for all the stuffs i wan... or i could say... i just dunno where to get 'em. budden isnt it stupid to get a duplicate of my bro's? kaoxx.. nth to say lah. im darn irritated if pple just rummage my stuffs. sometimes my mum does dat. bud i just dun wan her to invade my privacy. cant stand.. although dey're my family... bud i guess im someone hu needs my own privacy.. cant b bothered wat others say. just wana b myself.
fatter haha.. finally... i dint live tis hols for nth... or shud i say... less skinny... haha bud i tink i still looks da same lah... wun b dat obvious to others ard me.
hahha pple ya shud noe wat ive been doing tis hols... eat n play n slp.. tis xmas really has been a great one... with all da exchanging presents.. tink i got bout 10 presents.. bud its nt the quantity dat matters.. nor the quality... bud the sincerity... i blif in every single gift given to me.. has been chosen just for me. except those gift exchange one lah... heehee
relationships. aint toking bout BGR here.. bud frens. really great to gotten know a new grp of frens tis yr. obs pple.. dey r really great pple.. sum helpful. funny. crappy. pointless -haha- for sum pple lah... really hope for more chances to knoe em betta... friendship juz sth really wonderful. its fate dat brought u to tis pple..
so shud always cherish wats given to u n nv question anything... accept them for hu dey r. cos its the differences b/w all of us dat makes everyone special n worthwhile... toking bout frens known for few yrs... its really great to really keep in contact n chatz... be it u dun see them for months or watz.. impt thing is dat u rem them.
thoughts. i got lotsa them... just dat i cant rem now offhand... yups.. i just hate sum pple. dey can rattle on for so long. trying so hard to capture others attention.
trying to tell their own story... bud wats the use if pple r nt interested? u just irritate them more.. dat includes me. so pple.. if ya nt going b happy over all tis stuffz im writing now.. u donch hafta.. u got da choice.. the X is always dere.. =) im toking right now bout pple hu tok alot to others in reality... really cant stand. another thing. pple hu betray others. i tink lowly of them. cant dey spare a thought for them when dey ever thought of doing dat. its totally a despicable thing to do. i dun see the right for anyone to hurt others. mayb im being naive here.. cos sum things cant b predicted at times. okay fine u can say dat. i got nth to say. speechless. crap. nonsense. dats wat im uttering right now. cant b bothered. no one's gonna b either. cos its my blog. ownership is mine. =)
going out. heyz i just like going out wif different pple.. all the time. dunno y. i just like it. mayb its the idea of knowing someone betta thru the meeting... in dat case.. i get to knoe more pple betta. hahaha tink dats my mentality.. dats y i got so many different grps of frens.. no inter-linked. dere might b. bud i haven found out yetz lah.. hahaha ive been going home late. just like today. dunno wats the prob with me. bud sometimes.. i just like staying out late. its kinda cool chatting with frens late at night.. its a totally different feeling. cos at nite. its quiet. breeze. cool. not forgetting the bites. hehe
blog. i tink i haf made sum pple sleepy botu all the boring stuffz above. haha congrats then.. its not my fault. cos i only haf such stuffz to write bout. actually thot of wat to write on da bus. bud kinda forgotten practically everything when i got home. haha. suay loh.. im trying hard to reach my 1000 words target loh.. dun blame me. cos im just me. wait till i gotten my philosophical bro back.. get da hint? hahaha dun b WOLS hor... hahaha wah sian...
word count: 1,180 words
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