Monday, February 10, 2003
today's monday... actually the day i dun like most. cos end sch at 5:30... still cant adapt to it... its makin me so tired.. at least monday's over... there's still tues. wed. thurs.. den its v-dae... den i can stop worrying 'bout all the v-dae stuffs. deres so much to prepare for v-dae.. n the uniforms as well. lucky we r no longer selling it. even so.. still have to clear the stocks. gosh. cant undertstand y deres so much to do. yet so little to benefit from. yeah.. dats me im practical. i wun listen if someone come crap to me bout getting enjoyment from the things u do. as for rite now. im sure i dun really feel for wat im doing. feel as if im heading nowhere.. no results visible to me. mayb when the sales for v-dae is out.. i might actually feel for wat ive done. bud rite now. im just stressed. tis whole wk has been occupied by v-dae stuffs... worse still is dat.. physics test on sat. gosh 9 topics n yet im blogging here... dunno wat to do oso. dun really tink i got the time to stardee. bud as many has put it:
u manage ur own time bud. i just cant simply manage anything. too much's up on my mind n i cant seem to eliminate any. mayb i can survive for tuts tis wk... hav done adequate work in fact. yups just feel my whole life's in a mess.. im not in control of anythin. tis min tis second. someone might just hand me more work to do. i might just get into trouble. any possibility.. i just hate it. tis kind of ill-discipline in me. wakin up late for sch. wasting my time and money on unnecessary things. when can i put a stop to all tis.. guess its all me. its my own fault for things to b the way they are.. i gotta change.
anw.. likes to thank dith, yh, ken n ben for the billabong wallet. though some of 'em might not read tis blog of mine.. just hope to thank them for remembering my bdae. =)
btw.. deres a NY hui4 yan3 (i dunno wat oso.. tink performance by cldds) yups.. on the 14/15 Mar 8pm @ NYP Audi tiX at 8 bucks.. whoever interested to go just let me noe k? kam sia... helpin my fren to sell the tix... hehehe ^^
Posted by yU.Zhong at 8:01 AM