Wednesday, March 12, 2003
yet again... slacking n reading thru my frens blog... lol... came across zs blog... sth he said makes sense to me oso.. still rem few days back... dunno wats gotten into me. just felt depressed all of a sudden. i dunno y oso.. cos of my fren's some sorta interference i would say, or just stressed bout dunno wat?! D.O.T.Z. yah... guess i just dunno how to let others noe im sad. yes im. dat particular day. not now lah. i can let others noe straight away im not myself, just by sitting alone or not saying a single thing. yeah. tink dey find it scary. wahahah bus serious dats me when i dunno wats gotten into me. bud just wana say glad always somebody will ask me wat happen, bud im sorry dat i just dunno wat to say. haix......
even when times where frens need me to console 'em, i dunno how. yes i just dunno wat to say. just by looking at how depressed dey r.. i lack the courage to go n console 'em. somehow i feel dey need time to reflect on their own.. bud oso. dey need someone at dat point in time to listen to them. guess i cant do it well.. scare i might just rub into their wounds instead of healing them...
Posted by yU.Zhong at 6:50 AM