Tuesday, June 17, 2003
Be The Judge
the title sounds attractive enough right? anyway, i wanna write an inspirational entry, just like how ajc writes. bud i cant promise anything, cos i jus simply dun hav the content plus the language. so hopefully... i can inspire u ppl in gg thru watever ya hav been doing or thinking.
ok i still hav no inspiration. why issit so unfair? some ppl jus hav the language to write so well... in my opinion, i define ppl into 3 types: firstly, ppl whu write or speak well. secondly, ppl whu can write and speak well and thirdly, my type lah. u ppl shud noe wat issit.. hahaz. kae.. so i shud jus blame it that life is such so unfair? u are jus given some flair that others dont. right? i dun think u r given this flair right from the day u were born though, it's more to do with the environment ya in. mayb i can say cos my parents dun speak english, they dun speak english to me from young.. thats why my english sucks.. true? to some extent. bud there are oso ppl whu grew up in a english environment yet their english aint that impressive afterall and vice versa lar. so wat does this boil down to? beats me. yeah beat me! i hav no idea absolutely.. mayb its jus luck? mayb one day u might do fabulously well for ur compre yet on another occasion, it jus wasnt ur day...
ok somehow sounds disjointed.. bud heck lar. notice something? everytime u hear this clattering or watever noise of plates being dropped somewhere... everyone turns to look. quite amazing ar.. as if there's something to look at. i must say i aint bothered by this anymore.. more or less i would jus ignore such things... budden still dun realise why did i bother to look the last time? and why others still continue to look now...? jus cant comprehend it.. human nature to b kaypoh and look wats gonna happen later? of cos the plate either break or nothing happens right. so wats there to c.. or shud i jus say, humans are too sensitive to noise and the body is programmed so that when there's a noise, our body react towards the noise? haha bullshit. i dun tink this way though... bud there's just so many things in this world that cant be explained.
been surfing ard reading other blogs... realised that ajc and yt writes real well.. though i duno yt. haha see the wonders of links lar... and i hate to but agree with wat ajc says: "sometimes its so sad when u jus think dat everything has an ending, gd or bad..." it sorta makes u think.. gawd! right now the life im leading.. will it change totally? and u starts to wonder... ur jc life, ur frens made here and there, even the days that u spent so happily with others... would it jus fade away? or some illness might jus take away ur memories that u once hav so strongly felt for one another... isnt it such a pity? to gone thur such splendid memories and yet to go away one day... out of this world without a single memory remaining... mayb others remember u. bud u cant remember others. so wats the use? good or bad things, everything has an ending. someday it shall end. u dream... dreams do come true. but dreams can be shattered as well. is reality so harsh? why must we be dealt with so many problems... problems one after another. it jus seem so never-ending... cant we jus b born into the world and not be compared and lead a simple life, and to exit this world with a happy ending... how wonderful if everyone's nice to one another, no conflicts, no hard feelings.. bud everyone is jus so pure and simple and true. this is so ideal...
kae. i shall stop here. duno wat else to write anymore... whether issit inspirational, you be the judge! hope my entry evokes some thought on you... start thinking bout ur life, or how you've been treating others. most important of all, treasure what you have to now or its never......
Posted by yU.Zhong at 11:22 AM