Friday, July 25, 2003
{-Late in the Night ("_)-}
i kept to my promise. im back to my dear blog again. its so late and im definitely feelin tired... bud i jus wanna type. ya so leave me alone. finish what im supposed to have to for tmr lesson... felt so self-directed.. one of the few times i actually complete the work b4 saturday and gg for the session. only left with 5 hrs of slp... sianx seems like a long day tml... but time is running out?
sometimes i think im such a worryfreak. this and that oso worry... over trivial matters or whatsoever. dun ask me to name.. i cant possibly do it at this kind of time. so jus take it what i hav said is true. hopefully i can get my revision started soon... not wanting to say this bud this is jus so demoralising... ppl with 4 a'level subjs can actually get
excellent grades in all 4 subjs compared to ur 3 subjs.. what is this? i mean i cant come to terms to forgive myself losing out to so many others when i actually have much more time than others. maybe i wasted too much time slping... bud what? slp so much still slpy loh. might as well do without it. spare me from this competitive environment, its so scary that how one day i may jus break down. afterall its the path i chosen... it shud b a mistake. im quite definite bout this at this pt in time. im not cut out for this... hope the next decision that i make in future gonna be wise.
Posted by yU.Zhong at 10:40 AM