Saturday, January 03, 2004
4th day into the new year... and i think im gg insane. oh no... insane is too much to describe such a normal person like me. i shall change it to say... i have changed. ya i did... i really did. that day i dint took a bus... couldnt find the bus stop also. so ya i walked.. enjoyed walking... when its evening time.. more lovely when there isnt a crowd.. no one obstructing ur way. jus go whichever directions u want to... ya. i do sound like a loner.. anti-social... ya. i jus said i have changed. remember? crowds dun make me feel good. gg out with ppl is tiring... sometimes u have to follow what they do. nono.. thats not the way i wanna it 2be. i wanna be in control of my life every single day. but its not possible at all... there's jus too many things u hav to adhere too.. and ya.. accomodating ppl. accomodate ppl? no.. i hate to compromise. omg.. why cant u have it ur way? ok.. its not as if u are the only person living in this world. its time to learn... but i have said. i enjoy the time when there's only me.. with no one i know around. maybe i do mumble to myself.. maybe the ppl around think im insane. nevermind... i do not know ya. i need not be responsible for my actions towards ya... nono. i need not be responsible to anyone. only to yourself. m i right? i think so. okie.. so when u see me alone, do not say hi to me. for i wish no one is interrupting these times that are so rare...
Posted by yU.Zhong at 9:41 AM